a blog about faith and life by Rev. Cindy Maddox

Posts tagged ‘violence’

Breathe

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https://soundcloud.com/cinshop/breathe

gunsAnother week, another shooting.

Another day, another shooting.

Another campus / theater / mall, another shooting.

And I am sick.

I am sick of the bloodshed, the flood red

wave that crashes again and again

as if gravity were guns

and we were powerless to stop the tide.

I am sick of witness accounts and fatality counts and

“thoughts and prayers” going out

to families who vow to change the system

when we all know the system is rigged,

the Kool-Aid already swigged

in mugs that proclaim

“Happiness is a warm gun.”

I thought twenty would be enough.

I thought twenty first-graders would be enough

to make even the most trigger-happy fingers

drop their guns in horror.

But apparently we Americans love assault rifles more

than trifles

like living past age six.

I thought twenty would be enough,

but we’ve had 986 mass shootings since

and I hate using a number because this poem will be wrong tomorrow.

I can’t write as fast as they shoot.

In response, our bought-and-sold leaders point fingers at our borders,

point fingers at those seeking asylum

when we cannot even seek shelter in our churches

without guns taking our breath away.

There has to be a better response than sitting in my basement writing poetry.

There has to be a better response than sitting and claiming impotency.

There has to be a better response than

silence.

But I’ll be damned if I know what it is.

Excuse the profanity

but do not excuse what is truly profane:

a nation kneeling at the altar of arsenals,

a nation praying to the god of guns and glory

hallelujah.

I don’t know how to say “enough.”

So I sit in my basement with the baby monitor turned up

and I listen to my children breathe.

Breathe.

Breathe.

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